the one with Cry

Late last year I have posted here that I can’t wait for the next Kelly Clarkson album.  Luckily this year she released her 4^th album during my birth month and I was actually in the US for a month’s vacation then.  Unfortunately, she wasn’t on tour to promote it yet and didn’t have the chance to watch her live.

She has released 3 songs already in the All I Ever Wanted album and was hoping that my favorite song from the album will be one of her singles.  I have been notorious in picking songs from an album.  My favorites usually don’t get to be released.  I guess because I have a very weird choice of songs and I’m not into too much pop as well.

I usually like songs about break up and I don’t know why.  Maybe, I’m just really an emotional type of person.

So that being said, my favorite song from the album is Cry and I’m sharing a link of the song and I hope you like it!

CRY

If anyone asks,
I’ll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I’ll pretend that I don’t hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I’ll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I’m okay with it all
Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I’ll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I’ll pretend I’m okay with it all
Act like there’s nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I’m talking in circles
I’m lying, they know it
Why won’t this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry

 

the one with Already Gone

After 4 hours of sleep, I woke up still with migraine. 

Staring at my desk these are the items I see: 

• Glass of empty milk
• Glass of half full of water
• Bottle of medicine for my migraine
• Chocolate wrapper’s gone
• TV set with my reflection

Wondering and thinking…

My questions were answered last night and heart aches peeking on its window – shouting wanting to get out.  But I ain’t entertaining it, I’m not allowed to. 

We ended up talking until the wee hours of the morning.  I just had one of the most mature closure and chat in my entire life.

Our conversation was great.  He was courteous enough and kept me company when I can’t sleep through the night.  My impression of his sensitivity is still there.  He makes a pretty good conversation.  These are the things that I want but can’t have, simple yet hard to find.

Like what I’ve said from the previous post, I knew that he isn’t into me or at least I wasn’t sure.  But the latter, is just a product of analysis and hope.  This time I took a different leap, I didn’t take the safe side.  I tried to risk it again but it’s all worth it despite not getting what I really wanted and hoped for.

 

Lessons learned again:

1. Still honesty is the best policy
2. Things may not always turn out according to how you want it to be but what’s important is you know how to brace the storm
3. Getting up, moving on and finding another one is a tricky game

I’m ending this post with Kelly Clarkson’s new song.  Though this song isn’t applicable to us exactly but the song Already Gone is appropriate up to certain extent.

 

***fresh from memories last night… no matter how hard I try to shake it off, it just wouldn’t go away… but in the end it was all settled… you, you know who you are… thank you for the time and inspiration that lasted for weeks… but like what you’ve said… lesson learned number 3 was all your fault… haha!

 

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hurt you now I can’t stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn’t matter
Where we take this road
But someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
“Perfect” couldn’t keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone

 

the one with Some Kind of Miracle

Do I really need some kind of miracle?  Listening to Kelly Clarkson on a rainy day makes me think of this. 

Joy’s brought to my heart… such a sweet memory that lingers at the recesses of my mind…  Someone who can give me the love that I need… to set my soul — free…

Well, this is what I want to feel right now.  Again I’m in my own world.  This Kelly Clarkson song really perked me up…

Well, I just want simple yet complicated things…

All I want is for him to lift me up when my days are not-so okay…

All I want is for him to spend happy days with me…

All I want is for him to find the beautiful disaster with me…

All I want is for him to take the risks, take the chance, and breakaway with me…

When it happens, then it’s definite… it’s Some Kind of Miracle…

 

***So I’m sharing with you the video and lyrics

“Some Kind Of Miracle”

Prayed for an angel
To come in the night
Shine some sweet light on me
Found only strangers
Then you came to me

Just when I givin up
You gave me love
My world was tumblin down
You turned it around, baby

You’re some kind of miracle
Ohhhhhh, You, You, Youuuuu are
You’re a miracle to me

Sweet revelation
That look in your eyes
Your touch in the night
I found the sweetest salvation
In your arms baby

When there’s no mornin sun
Your tender love
Came and just lifted me up
Look what you’ve done baby

You, you’re some kind of miracle
Ohh, you, you, you are
You’re a miracle to me

You brought joy to my heart
I found love in your arms
See what you’ve done to me
You set my soul so free
You came and you gave me the love that I need

Oh you, you’re some kind of miracle
You, you are
You’re a miracle
A miracle to me
Baby you are
Ohh, a miracle to me

 

the one with the early morning jog

I never thought that planning to run for a marathon will be this hard. 

First, you have to wake up early in the morning and sleep early so you’ll get a good rest and be properly energized for the morning jog/run.  Second, I’m really lazy doing the proper before and after stretching procedures.  Lastly, based from the program that I am following the only easy part of it is the 5 minutes walk and everything from the alternate 60-second jog and 90-second walk for 20 to 30 minutes isn’t making my legs have the time of its life.

But I know these are just birth pains, and eventually as the program says that in 6 weeks time I can run the marathon and be ready like a true sports enthusiast.

Plus, this endeavor is a nice way for me to bond with my parents.  Both of them walk a couple of meters every morning so I’ve decided that it is perfect opportunity for me to pursue this activity.

Aside from that benefit, it is also good for my health.  Though, being fit isn’t really my priority but unfortunately my cholesterol level says that I should be on strict low fat diet and I don’t want to do this when it’s already too late.

Anyway, there a lot of ways to make running fun and one of these is to have your music play list that will perk you up and get your bones off the field.  Well my play list is a combination of Duncan Sheik and Kelly Clarkson songs.  I love to run with strong vocals and up beat tempo.  

And as of the moment the top on my list is Kelly Clarkson’s I do not Hook Up so I’m sharing the link of its video and maybe if you’ll run or you’re running already this song can be a part of your own play list, too.  Haha!

 

 

the one with the just missed the train

 

Just missed the Train is from Kelly Clarkson’s album Thankful.  The song sounds a little gloomy but I still love it.  I never get tired listening to it.  I’m a let the pain remain guy.  Sometimes sad things make me remember the happy days, it just make me realize that life is a combination of both.

 

It is a song that tells the story of someone’s whose all messed up trying his best to save a relationship but no avail gets missed by the love train.  So caught up and pretends that it’s just a dream and being woke up by his someone and everything goes back to normal.

 

Okay, I’m in my drama mode again and I’d just like to share this.  Here’s the lyrics and video of the song.  Hope you love it! I so love Kelly Clarkson!

 

 

“Just Missed The Train”

Roll over baby
The time has come
To make a little bit more room
I’ve hung around you
It’s getting tough
I think I’m gonna break down soon
Cuz I remember
Crying in the park
It was getting dark
Suddenly I looked up
You were my sky

So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train
We just missed the train

Be quiet angel
Don’t make a sound
Save it for a rainy day
Oh can’t you see me
I’m such a mess
Trying hard to find my way
Do you remember wasting all the time
We were feeling fine
Though we couldn’t walk a line,
We were all right

So go on
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train

Oh why’d that train just pass us by
Didn’t anyone see we were stuck at the light
And we would’ve made it on time

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

So sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
And sleep darlin
Why don’t you pretend we were just a dream
It’s cool baby
It doesn’t matter anyway
Well I’m so sorry
We got to the station a little too late
Such a shame
We just missed the train