Finally I’ve found a youtube link of the song Beautiful Disaster Live performance by Kelly Clarkson. 

 

I’ve been in love with this song since 2005.  I don’t know why I love heart broken songs by women.  I love those that can make me cry and feel so alone.  Yeah, I find it weird but I like it.  Maybe, it is the masochist side of me that’s being satisfied.  Ha-ha!  I just love the conflict between loving someone and hating them at the same time.  I could feel the struggle from her voice.  I just imagine myself singing this.  The confusion, the longing and the hoping…  Just love the song very much.  

 

Lord, would it beautiful or just a beautiful disaster?

 

I miss Kelly Clarkson; I just hope she’d release a new album soon.  I love her voice, it is so powerful.

 

Anyway, here are the lyrics of the song and the youtube link, too.  Enjoy!

 

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain’t right
Lord, it just ain’t right

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
He’s such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and laughter
Lord, Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Hold me tight

Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
He’s such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy, hysterical
I’m searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long..
Waited So long.

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he’s more than I can take
Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

 

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