I am not making this post because I’m gay and I love the color Pink.  Besides according to my good friend Dru, there are various shades of pink.  You may read it here for appreciation and information.  

 

Anyway, I’ve made this post because I got intrigued by the overwhelming comments about Pink’s performance on this year’s Grammy Awards.  I’m sharing the link of the video just in case you missed it.

After watching the video, I immediately downloaded the Funhouse album and I was surprised that “Please Don’t Leave Me” was part of that album.  Okay, I have to be honest and I am always honest with my posts.  I feel stupid by just saying this (or should I say posting this) and loving this song.  I may sound a little desperate but this is true.  I want this song because this is what I am feeling right now.  Unfortunately, it has been almost a month and this coming week end, a deal breaker of some sort might happen.  It was the original plan if I hadn’t faltered too early.

 

This is what I hate about me.  I won’t mind adoring my pride (for now) in exchange of my so-called love life.  I’m not sure if I’m just too harsh to myself and I’m calling it pride or maybe, I’ve just realized the truth and it hurts me still.

 

This got me thinking, since I like this song right now, does it really make me sound a little desperate?  Anyway, I think whatever the answer is, I still won’t and don’t care.  So, here’s the video of Please Don’t Leave Me.  I just wish I’m singing and liking a different song right now.

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don’t know if I can yell any louder
How many time I’ve kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I’ve never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can’t you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don’t mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don’t leave me
Oh please don’t leave me
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you’re my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I’m sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don’t leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don’t leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me no no no

You say I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back
It’s gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me

Please don’t leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this

Please don’t leave me
Baby, please, please don’t leave me